How sweet is it to be loved by you

Few hours back I talked about my insight on marriage, and I told why that I live my life like a rebel.

Though I never used to be like this, I used to be  a simple college going guy, who was just like any other guy.

I was happy go lucky guy, with smiles all around me. One gala day things changed for me. I fall for a girl. After first meet I ca feel the butterfly effects inside my tummy and I can smell the aroma of freshness in the air.

Things were not the same for me, though I have never ever experienced the love but I can feel the difference there. I realize I’m in love and she is the girl of my dream.

I always believed in taking out my feeling, rather then keeping them inside my heart. I told the girl about my feeling and told her that I’m in love with you. Though she never answered me yes for any relation but she adore me, flaunt me in front of her friends and for few months we were together.

I was so much in love , that I avoided so many things. We were not in a relation but I was happy because she was with me. Things were going ona  normal pace and we were fighting everyday for getting into the serious relation rather then  keeping it like an open  relation.

Security is a big thing in a relation and so is trust.  In an open relationship sometime it become hard to trust and this is what was happening.

One gala day, the girl of my dream (probably who never loved me ) went out with a friend and from next day things changed. She was no more with me. Somehow both of them fall for each other and they moved into a serious relation.

Probably love or my feeling for her, never made me hurt her. I always wished from you “How sweet is it to be loved by you” . Probably I was not as lucky as you.

Just wanted you to know, I miss you but I hate you for being so heartless.

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